there are way too many sweets in my house right now. it's girl scout cookie season - plus, i made brownies the other night, and there's a whole tupperware full of them leftover in the pantry. and i have a gallon of milk in the fridge. i'm in trooouuuuble...

in other news, tonight josh and i applied to lease that house in west garland that we love. even if we pass the credit check, another tenant might be able to beat us to the punch, because we still can't pay the deposit. but if they approve our credit, that's one step closer to getting the house.

i feel... young. and behind. i think other people our age have stable jobs, or are well on their way to establishing themselves in their desired careers. other people our age have mortgages, not leases.

i feel like i want, all the time. i want a minivan. i want a king-size bed. i want some new clothes and shoes, that fit and that i like. i want to lose weight. i want a new entertainment center. if i acquire all these things, will i just start wanting other things? does this feeling of never having enough ever go away? it makes me feel materialistic and ungrateful - two character traits i would really rather not see in myself.